I Need to Hear His Voice

Mike,

....baby,

i know you still don't get me, but we have a lifetime to get to know each other...i know i have these mood swings and junk, but i miss you so much, i've been thinking about you nonstop, and it's been hard to get stuff done because i've been so preoccupied thinking about you. you calling and hearing your voice puts me at ease, and i feel like i can finally do the stuff that i have to do. you are the reason i want to do things...and even if you are not here, i'm constantly thinking about you. please continue to pray for me and nursing-if it be the Lord's will, then i can finally help you and you can become a soccer dad-what you've always wanted ..(...hehe). you can drive that minivan, take the kids to games, pick them up from school, and i'll bring home the bacon, but seriously, i do desire to help you...it's my one and only desire...to help you, because i love you that much. i will stay online as long as it takes, go on with sleepless nights waiting for you...


i will broadcast anywhere, everywhere, and i don't care...because what i said is what i mean. i will write as many e-mails and letters to you, send as many packages as i can. i care for you, i love you, and i miss you.