I've Always Wondered

I've always wondered why I find it most difficult picking up my Bible to read just even a few verses? I look at the handful of the youth's in our church who are so fired up for the Word, and yet, here I am, pondering and wondering why I don't have that same fire.  I have the fire, it's just exploding, rather, it's just a flicker.  I don't want my fire to be a flicker that can easily go out, I want myself to turn into...firestorm!  That's the best way I can put it-firestorm! Quoting Star Wars and The Hunger Games, "May the force ever be in my favor". Ha